Hi once again it's me and I know you will all be getting sick and tired of me, I need your help! The thing is, I as you probably already know, have had a problem with my mind for nearly 8 months now. Get anxiety and depressed. Last week out of the blue my mind had a thought over my girlfriend. OK she's not perfect but she's my amazing true love. Now here's the thing, I love her so much, I love how she is, speaks, and looks. Not to mention her personality is amazing! But the thought I had last week was processed as a threat. She doesn't look the type for you. Now because this was out of the blue I said to my self, I love her and I don't care she is beautiful to me! But then of course the more and more I thought about that negative thought the more it became attached to me. Well I was beginning to breakdown. Then the worst happened. At the time my girlfriend never understood what I was going through and she thought I didn't love her! She said if you don't love me just say so, so it saves you faking it! I said I do love you deep down because at that moment, ever since she said that I have now began to question myself on whether I love her or not. I know your going to say, well do you love her or not! But it's hard to show passion now because I have this constant worry and fear over her. I don't feel the same but I am attached to her still! She says, I see this as hanging on a thread to our relationship. She says I see this just as a challenge that we need to overcome. You see, she said, she will stick by me no matter what!