I'll make this simple, I've had anxiety/depression for a little over a year, been seeing a therapist and psych for about 6 months and lately everything has been going a lot better, im going out a lot more, going to the gym, etc. Two days ago I had my day all planned out, getting a haircut, going to the mall, go to the gym, come back home take a shower and go play poker at some charity place that closes at 2.
I did all the things I stated above but about an hour into the poker session I started to feel out of place/foggy, somewhat disconnected and confused..i fought through it cause I was having a GREAT poker session and ended up leaving the place happy (as far as money), but still in that state of confusion.
I went home and took my syroquil (for sleep) and 1 klonopin (before bedtime) and this usually knocks me out in about an hour, but this time i couldnt sleep until 9 in the morning (6 hours later). The next day I was back to square one a type of depression I haven't felt in a long time so I stayed home all day, today I feel somewhat better and gonna try and go out even though the depression is still there in the backround.
Some things to know, I take zoloft 100's twice a day, and like i stated above the klonopan and syroquil (for sleep) right before bed time. On that particular day (poker day) I only ate one meal in the morning, drank about 5 caffeinated beverages and it was a cup of coffee that put me in that weird (foggy) state. And i think i should add that my g/f and some members of my family stressed me out pretty badly the day before.
Thanks for reading, sorry it was longer than i expected, and I would LOVE opinions, ty.