I'm 14, the past 2 years i have had all symptoms of Avoidant Personality Disorder, it is causing me to miss school, I havent gone since the symptoms appeared. I have also had sleeping problems, making it even harder to go to school, if I manage too think "im going to go tomorrow", I have another obstacle, waking up. When I was going to school, (I completely stopped 8 months ago, ive only gone about 2-3 months worth over 2 years) I would be frightened of being embarressed, I constantly viewed my actions and the actions of others to make sure I wasnt doing anything wrong and too make sure others didnt pay attention to me. One time at school I had to do a presentation, with just me and another person, when I was in front of the class all sorts of paranoid 'are they judging me' ect thoughts messed with me and I was all jittery, everyone noticed I was acting wierd and that only made it worse, when I got back to my desk I shoved my head in my backpack, only drawing even more attention. What should I do for my anxiety? I dont approve of therapy as it makes me feel like im being brainwashed and I usualy grow to hate the therapist... (I went to a therapist when I was 10 for depression, it didnt work and he said he couldnt help me) I am aware that you are unable to be diagnosed a personality disorder at age 14, but since my symptoms have been here for 2 years I obviously have it. My mother will take me to a psychiatrist soon but I dont know when. Rather than having a teacher come to my house I would rather just take medication, but am I able to take medication at this age? If I am able to take medication which have side effects that may cause headaches, whenever I get a headache it develops into a migraine, so I might end up refusing to take it.