i've had just about enough.

[christineyvette]

i have no idea what is wrong with me.
everywhere i walk in my house doesnt feel like my house. or it feels like its new to me. i dont get it. its like really really bad depersonalization or derealization.
i cant seem to get my mind to shut up its constantly thinking and then it turns into a panic attack.
its  been like this for almost a week i dont get it.
i keep thinking about life. like why we do certain things, why people work, do they ever think about the future.
WHAT IS GOING ON

i mean im having trouble at home. parents relationship is terrible, i dont get out much due to my agoraphobia. id like to go in my kitchen and have it feel like my kitchen. i dont get it. help?

[specialmom]

Hi there and welcome.  One of the CL's here has written an excellent journal on this subject that I think would really be a good read for you.  

Here is the link:

http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/11569/Derealization-and-Depersonalization-VERY-common-anxiety-effectsplease-read

Nursegirl has written a very insightful journal on the subject that may be of great help to you.  Good luck

[RubyWitch]

I responded above. If you want, you can PM me.
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