I am student who is studying abroad , I have my thesis next week and lately I remembered something terrible like , I shared snorting gear with my new friends who I met in party , so I went to STD clinic and doctor told rik is lowest ever possible get tested , I amready and I ill test tomorrow , will finish my thesis in next semester as I cant focus at all , ihave ocd since few years about my orientation ,I gotover with great difficulty , now as I live in university hostel , one of my close friend checked my web history and think iam HIV positive and started treating me badly ,acting weird , I dont know weather he checked realy or not , but he had my laptop for a while , I deleted all the history but a month ago history of HIV is still in it , which I checkednow and thinks he may be saw it and started all this , iam freaking out that he will tell all my friends and my HIV test anxiety and this added up making me go crazy , I cant go back to my home country , iam feelin terrible , he say y net door we were good friends , iam unable to handle anxiety , I have no help. some one help me