Hello everyone, so Im new to this. I have been diagnosed with panic disorder, ocd, and as you guys with ocd know depression coincides. I am on 20 mg lexapro, 5 mg kolonopin, and 2.5 mg of abilify. I am struggling bad lately. my depression is starting up again, not severe enough to be hospitalized but is starting up. Im believing that everyone around me thinks im crazy i dont know why. I got in a fight with my sister yesterday and I started crying because I also got into a fight with my mom. I was severely severely anxious yesterday. I dont know what to do. Should I change the medicine? Im a fast talker and my psychiatrist assumed I was bipolar but that was just my personality. all my life since I was little I was a fast talker. But now Im experiencing happiness to sadness to anxiousness to depression and so on. I see a cognitive behavioral therapist but my appt with him isnt until next week. anyone have tips for me? I just started abilify 2 weeks ago, at first I thought it was working but now i dont know because Im feeling sadness again. What should I do? my doctor told me I can up my medicine by taking the whole pill of abilify instead of the half if need be, but the whole pill makes me feel restless. could I still be anxious from yesterday? Im a good student I go to school full time, I work, I dont drink or smoke, and Im in a monogomous relationship. Im friendly and well liked. vut it seems that I cant get myself together. what should I do?