Advice please

[Tracethelune]

I have 3children an sometimes I don't feel like I'm doin enough for them which I think is quite normal for most parents . But it's not just that I make them promises I don't keep an then loathe myself for days afterwards when I see how much they are hurting. Somedays I can not even really be bothered with them at all I cause arguments with my husband an then use it as an excuse to go get drunk an come back when I'm ready. All the things I do I hate myself for so then my mood can really change an go from one extreme to the other. Any one else had similar ??

[Tracethelune]

I am very overwhelmed at the minute more for the fact that i have finally admitted that there is something wrong ie more than just depression which is the only thing I am being treated for at this moment. I love my husband an my children more than words could say I just hate the fact that I can cause so much hurt to them

[princesspear]

Children are tough. Don't get down on yourself, just do the right thing and treat them kind!

[babybonita]

Are you getting therapy or taking medication?  Maybe you should talk to your husband & let him know how u feel. I'm sure the alcohol isn't helping the situation. Reach out to someone, you seem overwhelmed. Stay positive,Your kids need you.