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1102927 tn?1268957671

Hello hello hello. A little help please?

Hello hello. Im uh..Im kind of worried right now. Uhm...Well today..I was depressed...but then..I got all agitated. Very very very agitated. And I cant really talk. I completely ignore people because I suppose you could call it racing thoughts. I woke up sunday morning because my mind was moving so sooo fast, but I chugged two energy drinks the previous night, but I thought it was just the residual. But funny thing, my thoughts where racing, and not my friends. Though he did the same thing. I had a lovely lucid dream the other night, so I decided to live it out all day. This is very beside the point, but it means ive been sleeping well. I cant stop moving..I cant really concentrate. Im very axious about this indeed..Because im not depressed..I was earlier today. But now its just...
Im...im afraid somethings wrong with my brain. I just got over an infection and am taking medication but I dont feel like myself. Not a good trip at all. Why is my brain?...Ugh. I cant do this.
I was very poetic yesterday. Yesterday..But...Not today. Today I cant do much of anything. Every time I try to do something. My mind wanders in the wrong directionnn...
Whats wrong with me? I just feel very very very bad.

I might add that ive been under A LOT of anxiety lately...
But im really a just SQUIRMY worm. Im going to go jump around now. Theres...TINGLING MY BONES!
I think im going to have a panic attack.
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1134609 tn?1269272200
It's hard to give you much in terms of advice without knowing what your diagnosis is and how your doc is dealing with it.

IMO, if you haven't been diagnosed with BP disorder, you need to see a shrink. You really have some symptoms of a BP person and it's something that you need to deal with. I mean, hammering back some energy drinks will rev you up and then you'll crash, but that's not BP disorder and it's not going to cause the mood swings you're experiencing.

It sounds to me that you're a rapid cycle fellow, like me. Before diagnosed, there were days when I had all of the energy in the world and then I would crash. Even now, being treated as BP, I still have my hypomanic days where I am under control, but I am very creative and have put together some solid short stories. There are other days when my brain shuts down and it's not that I don't want to write, but I don't have the ability to do so. My central nervous system is just shut down.
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952564 tn?1268368647
Have you been to the doctor yet? Because you need to go. I think we've been through this. Why your brain? That's a tough question. Why my brain? Why anyone? No one knows. We're all in this together and there is no answer for us. But, you can get help. You just have to ask for it. Okay? I mean, you ask us, but we can't actually help you. All we can do is tell you that you should go to the doctor, because that's what it sounds like you need to do.

I kow it's hard. I know it's scary. But it has to be done. If you ever want to get better, you have to go.

And you're excused for poor grammar. There are more important things going on with you right now than that.
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1102927 tn?1268957671
Please excuse my poor grammar, please excuse it..
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1102927 tn?1268957671
Now im having extreme derealization. No no no, not tonight. Please!
I dont know what to do. Im so scared.
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