My little brother listened in on my phone conversation that I had with my friend recently, and I got mad, as would anyone else. But I overreacted. I slapped him hard on the arm. And, of course, when my parents found out all they said was, 'Well, we have to understand him, he's the baby of the family.' As to me they said, 'You shouldn't have acted like that towards him.'
I did overreact, but come on! The least they could do was try to understand me. He's fourteen, he should know better by now!
I have been taking Serotonin recently, and I'm not sure if its helping or not. Just not enough. Like, I'm not numb, or anything at all. Just kind of..dead, I think would be the word to describe it? I don't know, its something I have been trying lately. I am thinking about taking a slightly heavier amount than what I am on now. But I'm not still not sure if it will help me out or not. I'm not even sure if its helping me right now.
As for now, I'll just enjoy the numb-phase I am going through right now, because I know it will end. As for now, I'll just hold onto the numb-phase I am going through because I'm not sure what I will do when the suicidal phase comes back..