I'm never content.

[Jassygee2192]

I don't know if this happens to everyone or just me. But I can never do a nice, stable relationship. Like the girl I'm with right now is such a good girl. Honestly she's everything I've ever asked for. She's my type because she's white with green eyes and I loooove white girls, she likes talking on the phone. She cares deeply for me, yet I don't feel that strongly for her. But the girls that treat me like crap or that I don't know tend to not really care, I want more and I fall for them, also I become very OCD with them which I get obsessed with them. But with her I'm not! And she's beautiful! I don't know what's wrong with me. But I've realized that a lot of bipolar people that have a relationship with someone who's not tend to love the pain. They also love the roller coaster type relationships. I'm not sure but please let me know. She's a good girl, I just don't know why I don't feel much for her. Like my emotions shut down. :( although I care for her a lot!

[Midijane]

I agree with Linda above. Having been in a similar situation in the past, I think it was a matter of my expectation of relationships. I expected to chose a bad boy, and get involved in a unstable relationship. It was a habit for me.

Eventually I started choosing better and I'm with a great man now. I hope that doesn't sound too cheesy, happy ending-ish :).

Don't worry about things. It sounds like you're observant of others and self aware. Just keep working on the things you talked about.

We all have issues... just different ones.

M

[lindahand]

This sounds more like a psychological than psychiatric issue. I'd go talk to a therapist and see why you pick the bad girls. You certainly aren't the only one to do so. Many many people have this problem.

The good girl though - she'll stand by you much longer.