What is wrong with me?

[StinaAnn]

I am a 16 year old girl.
My entire life I have had a foggy-head. It seems to only be getting worse as time goes on.
I cannot remember things, I feel very faint emotions a lot of the time, I am anxious to be around anyone (alone or with groups), I day dream far too often with conversations and strange scenarios, I find myself lost with out an idea of what to do, and before I know it the day is gone and I didn't even do homework.
Every once in a while, my thoughts become clear and I can see things, ACTUALLY see them, like their finally real?  

I cannot remember anything at all lately. I have to study double as hard as usual, and the information still doesn't stay in my head. I don't understand why.

[StinaAnn]

I don't get angry easily and I don't get depressed. I just push myself through life saying that everything will work out.
Half of the time, I don't feel anything and I begin to wonder if the emotions I do feel, I have simply told myself that this is what I should feel or something along those lines. I don't know how to properly explain it.
I feel empty.

[redgirl67]

i feel the same way!
oh my gosh. i  am 22 and have been like this since i could remember. all my life i thought it was normal. but lately dating my man for two yrs now. i am realizing its so hard to function in life. i feel like giving up on **** cause i am so depressed but i know its just emotional **** and i deal. i am so close to getting fired cause i feel alil diffrent when it comes to  the being around people. i feel that but  only want my boyfriend. when things do not go my way i get angery or depressed. school ***** cause i have 2 online classes and i cant seem to learn anything about how to deal with the balance of work school cleaning or matt. its only matt! matt matt! its crazy.  i am acually going to a behavioral dr at the end of the month. hopefully he will say yes you are alil crazy this will help.  but on the other hand im scared i am just stuck this way?

do you ever get sad and  feel like everything is out to get you?

[ILADVOCATE]

Some aspects of what you are experiencing sound like anxiety disorder but only a psychiatrist could provide a conclusive diagnosis. You should approach your family about seeking help or if they are not receptive speak to a guidance counselor and they could refer you to a talk therapist who could see if further help is needed.