It's nice to see that people have wrote on here, I almost lost faith that this place was a good place to talk hence why I've not been on here for so long! I can't seem to keep anyone happy these days, can't get why it's ok for anyone else to say if u have upset them etc, but if I am upset abt something with anyone people just blame it on the illness or its not ok drives me crazy, sorry to see you are having an awful time xjudex, losing someone you love is horrific :(
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I just recently lost my daughter and struggle with that some question. It feels like everything is falling apart including me. But I'll tell you I always seem to think about all the horrible acts in this world and know that someone someplace is always experiencing more pain than I am. I pull it together for another day or so. I think some of us are more sensitive and maybe less able to deal with disaster or failure. I don't know what kind of life you endured,but we could be living in a place where starvation,slavery,violence,and torture are a normal part of life. so I am not giving up on myself. I hope to someday gather BALLS and do something meaningful. Don't think my daughters death is the only win Dr Phil'S head would exploded if he were in my shoes. Funny thing is I thought about asking him for help actually my neighbor put the thought in my head we'll see. Anyway it's ok to normal down sometimes changing 1 small thing at a time can have wonderful outcomes. The point of life may be something right under your nose so get out of your funk and look more closely at what you have Take Care