My therapist demanded and 'family session' yesterday. I don't even remember her talking about it. She talked to my Psych. (who is out of town for a month) That I need to be in outpatient program...at least. Some of the things that have been going on with me are too frightening and embarassed to even utter to anyone else. I can't believe that I told her these things.Anyway, So I am going to out-patient assessment. I am no rookie at this, This is just their sneaky way of getting of getting you in as an in-patient. Oh, well, I've done it 5times, what is one more. At least it will give me a chance to get away from the madness at home. Anyway, Thanx for your concern.......thanx to you too 'pdr7686'
I have had memory loss, also. I have talked to friends on the phone and not remember it but later they tell me that it did not sound like myself. I do not understand this. I have had hallucininations. There was a time I was to appear in court and did not. Thank goodness they had not ordered a court order to pick me up and my cousin which is a Detective stopped this action and had it rescheduled.
Thanks for letting me knoe that I'm not the only one with these blackouts/memory loss.Half of my days feel like dreams. I can't tell if they really happened or not. It is terrifying.My therapist was very cncerned and had my fanily come in for a session.I have had hallucinationa here and there, but not enough freak out about. Recently I have have hallucinations, and audio that that are are very upsetting. In the hospital (at one of a couple visits) The therapists told me I was Bipoal with Szchiaophrenic tendencies. What ever that mean. That was a long time a ago, and now sxchiso. keeps popping up.
I'm so glad I found thid web site! It gives me an outlet, and a chance to discuss with great people lile you!.. Thanx!
J
I know a few years back I had hit a all time low with my bipolar, it was out of control. I was taking 18 prescribed pills a day. My memory was shot. I forgot a court date, sentenced to 45 days in jail due to it. I forgot my son, who was in 4th grade at the time, at school, and the principle ended up bringing him home at 9pm. Would have conversations I couldn't remember having. Would go to town and when I came out of the store couldn't remember where I lived, not only where but what state I was in. Telling you all this to let you know I completely understand, memory loss can is a devastating thing to go through. I kept telling myself and everyone else I was not crazy, even though I felt that way. Was in and out of mental hospitals that year, about 3 times. I can tell you though, I got through it and so will you. Be patient with yourself and your bipolar. Above all, don't think less of yourself because of what your going through, hang in there the best way you can, and it will get better.