First of all, you are justified for feeling the way you do. That needs to be acknowledged in order for you to be able to move on. Everyone needs a hug and a shoulder to cry on from time to time. I agree with Pip that it's never easy to make sense out of the senseless.
It's important not to let this make you bitter, because you don't want this to turn you into a different person.
woops-I don't recall saying a "bad" word needing editing out there-sorry about that!!!! I know better than that! Thanks everyone who replied and listened and I truly appreciate the support!!
"Large amount of items" is what I recall writing, not sure what happened there...
It's never easy to make sense out of the senseless.
You have to hang on to the good that you do and use that as a buffer.
No-I've been concerned about her as well. We normally talk daily..
Thanks for answering, I just needed a little support in an awful situation.
aww hon I am so sorry for all this happening to the poor dear little kitty, I don't blame you for being upset....upset is a light word, i mean enraged!!! life can do such cruel things to the little innocents and it breaks my heart too.
and you've not been well either, I do hope that you are recovering rapidly and will soon feel a tremendous amount improved....the new anti anxiety meds should help....I know I sure have to rely on them occasionaly too...take care of yourself, do you hear anything from Jade59? she hasn't posted in weeks..sending you some ((hugs))
Don't let title scare you away from reading and helping me-am also coing w/ recovering from pneumonia, thrush, and new anxiety meds so truly need all the nelp I can get!! Even just an encouraging word will be much appreciated!!