Basically I've been having this issue for about a week now and it's really concerning me as it's beginning to effect my every day life. Last weekend I was taking pictures with a friend at a wedding and I had one of those odd experiences where you're interacting with people but it's like you're not really the one interacting. It's happened before but has always passed. I had taken L-Theamine and DLPA the night before and that morning. It somewhat passed as the night went on but I still didn't quite feel like myself.
The next two days were stressful as I was not connecting with the normal things I would connect with, people, my interests, even the things around me seemed foreign to a degree. This whole week I've just felt intellectually slow, like I can't think properly or I'm just not "with it". I have a history of depression and I'm not currently on medication but this doesn't feel like depression, it feels like a complete inability to think or connect with normal thought processes. I have a hard time being excited about the things I was excited about or even connect to them emotionally. I go about doing the things I used to do but with no real thought about them or connection to what I'm doing.
I've been seeing a nutritionalist for a little while which was really taking care of my depression pretty well. I was still a bit anxious but we've been working to figure out the cause and a solution. Work has been very stressful as well as my personal life but I was begining to handle everything very well. I was getting things done at work and understanding what I was doing, then last weekend came around and I'm just completely out of it. I'm going to see a psychologist this week but my concern is that it could be medical and that there could be something wrong with my brain chemistry, something that could become permanent and I really do not want to have this problem the rest of my life.
Any help you can provide would help me a lot.
Thanks,
Matt