hello
i got hit by a persons elbow joint on middle of my skull 2.5 years back (no loss in consciousness occurred or any post issues) from last October i am worrying whether that incident caused any permanent damage to brain & i touch that area (bregma) and chack whether there is any pain
last February during eye examination,doctor applied some pressure on eyes to check oil glands on eye lids using his thumb for some seconds & after that incident for about 2 weeks i got pain around eye region (due to anxiety) and since then i got depressed fearing that pressure caused damage to eye and i always try to focus on eye floaters on that eye & soon after seeing some it makes me more depressed
form last year i developed OCD particularly for eyes,head & nowadays i am extremely anxious about pressure applied on eyes,skull during bathing,sleeping & even a mild touch of finger on eyes makes me nervous & gets anxiety pain for some hours.
i am extremely social phobic from childhood & for few years i became hypochondriac,depressed & i usually associate all illness with guilt feelings...these problems are really hindering my studies,career etc
Is this a trauma anxiety disorder? kindly advise me to get rid of this depression,ocd etc