Hi I really don't know how to explain my situation or if it's gonna make sense but here I go. I am a 43 yr. old mother of 5 and a wife of almost 23 yrs. I had an anxiety attack back in 1986. I did have a rough childhood but I think I overcame that, my problem is that I feel extremely short of breath if I even plan on going out. My daughter is going on a N.Y. trip and I have to ask other fmily members to go with her, I've never even been to a pumpkin patch with my kids!! I am soooo sad I can't even take a long stroll with my last child home (the rest are in school) I'm planning a trip to six flags on mothers day and I'm already making excuses. I feel more comfortable going out with my husband but noone else. I am really sad and am crying writing this now!! Please help explain what's wrong with me! I'm good in other aspects of my life, good mom , clean house, etc... Thank You