Know that this class of meds isn't usually one of the more significant sources of withdrawal problems. It's in an older class than the saris and saris, which pose the worst problems. Doesn't mean you're not having a terrible time quitting, anyone can have a hard time quitting a drug, but it's possible it's something else going on. I would ask, if this drug has been affecting you so adversely, why did you stay on it for 6 months? I mean, if this drug from the beginning gave you these horrible thoughts and you were kept on it for this long, it would be no wonder you're feeling so awful by now given you started out not feeling so hot to begin with.