i had an incident with a prostitute by 1996 and started getting OCD from that period due to oral sex. i have an impression that my penis is being sucked by gals sitting opp to me,irrespective of any woman.intially i reluctant to tell this to any one,but when it happened inside blood relationship, i cried and felt depressed.i was taking fluvoxin,desval and oleanz plus for sometime till 2008 and dropped it. after 2 years, the same thing reappears again. intentionally i hate oral sex now and burned my penis using match stick..i dont have any sexual interest now ,but the feeling keeps coming on. i m praying to god to get rid of this,but still suffering.it happens all the time right after waking up to the time going to bed.is there any good medicine to solve the issue and please pray for me.