I lost both my parents. I lost dad a few years back, and my mom a little over a month ago. I’ve always had depression but have been able to manage it. My mom was my biggest cheerleader and always needed me. I feel like I have no purpose anymore in life. Sometimes I think I’d rather just not be alive but I know my husband and dog need me. But I don’t know how to enjoy life anymore. I’m so sleepy all the time also. I just don’t know how to make myself better. I was able to in the past but it’s different this time.