I’m 16 years old, and in the past few years have overcome a lot of obstacles in my life, particularly with my emotional and mental well-being. To give a very abridged version, in the beginning of high school a friend of mine died of cancer, throwing me into a really tough bout of depression in which I was cutting myself and suicidal. Now, eventually the school found out and I went about proper therapy and treatment, and though a lot of things have changed in my life, I’m able to say that I’ve overcome this hurdle. But this is only the prerequisite to my question. My best friend (also a 16 year old girl) stood by me through everything, and was probably a better listener then everyone put together during my tough times, which only makes me feel guiltier. Last year she dropped from a straight A grade point average to nearly being held back a grade, but that was only the beginning. She started to get angry, mostly with her family; and she started to shy away from things like the science team which she was a main component and the school newspaper in which she was the only photographer, she’s just not being herself. Then she started talking to me on the phone late at night and she began confiding in me about different things. She and I both knew that she’s depressed and she admits that she needs to get help, but lies to the therapist her parents are making her see (for the grades, not because they know she’s depressed) and she just outright refuses to talk to the school guidance consolers and teachers. She recently told me about how she was thinking about suicide a lot, not committing it, but more thinking about it. I finally worked up the guts to go to the school guidance consolers and told them most everything that I could. They’ve decided that they want me to be with them when they call her down in a few days to question her, not only because I know what she’s lying about, but also to show that I care about her. I’m definitely for their intervention, but I’m just really worried that my friend will cut ties with me, and it’s not losing her as a friend that I’m worried about (I’d rather her be alive and happy then dead) it’s what she might do while we’re not talking that worries me more. Everything is just getting to me: I feel guilty because I brought my friend’s problem’s to guidance, and I’m angry at myself because I couldn’t do it sooner, and occasionally I feel myself slipping up and really wanting to hurt myself again. I haven’t, well not cutting, I have been punching walls once or twice, but it’s more the fact that I can’t focus now because there’s this looming feeling of lies and broken friendships. I can’t sleep, and neither can she, and now I’m seriously questioning if I did the right thing. I know this is a lot, and that there’s too many missing gaps in this story for a real answer, but I really just need some validation, no one has told me if I did the right thing. I don’t know, it might not help at all, but I need to know if I screwed this up again.