I have been dealing with depression, now that I think back, my whole life (i'm 49). I was officially diagnosed approx. 15 yrs ago. I have been thru a few different kinds of meds. I have definitely come to the conclusion that no meds is not an option for me. My First med was Prozac; worked great, but sexual side effects (numb) How depressing. I have been on celexa. . . no luck. . . I think I stopped all meds for about a year and eventually had to get back on. Originally, my GP (reg doc) was prescribing my meds. He eventually referred me to a psychiatrist for med mngment. That has been really helpful because he really listens to what's going on and we tried a few other meds and would replace anything that didn't work and try something different. My symptoms are anxiety, sometimes a little paranoid, weepy, uninspired to be productive (gardening, sewing, decorating, etc.)and extremely irritable. It's really hard to get a grasp on perspective.. . really scary and lonely feeling and it's really hard to talk to someone that hasn't experienced that feeling; they just kind of look at you, like, Huh? When I try to tell people that it's a physiological condition, they don't get it. . . anyway, I have most recently, for the past 5 yrs been on Wellbutrin 450 mg. First started on time release. I had a really racey feeling, . . it was horrible. So the the other kind of wellbutrin has been great. . . until recently; i have been experiencing some of my symptoms. I have also been going thru some challenging things in my life and it's hard to discern between reg. everyday stressors and symptoms of depression. Paranoid, anxious, and weepy.It really seems to be a chicken and egg situation. I wonder if the effecacy of the W.butrin has worn off. Is there anyone who agrees that meds definitely make a diff. and has experienced this and was able to get on another med that was helpful. I'm going to talk to my doc and will let you know what he says. I was just wondering if anyone else had any experiences like these.