I feel like I am discontent with my life. I have a great family and supporting friends, but it isn't enough. At school i feel sort of fine because I'm with my friends, but when I come home, I realize what my life is and I often find myself imagining a new life where I look different, sound different, have all these things I'll never get. It feels like the only thing I'm living for is to go to school, eat, sleep, and wait for the weekend. I used to be a straight A student but now I'm failing more and more and I feel like if I keep failing no one will love me anymore.