I have all these thoughts, and all these memories that I have bottled up but just can't seem to tell anyone. One minute my mood is good I'm happy, laughing and smiling, then the next I'm rock bottom. I feel like I'm pushing my boyfriend away, the one person who stands by me and helped me through depression when I was 15.
I feel frustrated and I don't know what to do. I have also just started on the pill recently which has made my moods 10x worse.