I still want to die

[planetrock]

just can'nt get out of this feeling I badly slashed my wrist (not bad enough) on the 11.11.11 day at about 11.11pm I was in A&E being sown back up I still feel disapointed that I'm still here

[jade3294]

why dont you like yourself? how about you write down three things u do like about yourself n three things u really wish you could change. you can share them if youd like n we can start from there. i can spot out things that are very good about u already!  your strength, your ability to ask for help.... reply back n i promise to continue talking if u feel im helping.

[planetrock]

I just want to fight through this horrible disease and beat it...I wanted to die cos I really don'nt like myself and my past has made socially stunted my dad was a bully and my brother was the son and heir and as a girl I was "expendable"

[planetrock]

hey I'm in the UK and the facilities just ar'nt available over here like you have I'm feeling a bit better but its not great. I just keep hanging in there..I  made an *** of my self on face book cos I felt so bad about things and its just not something you should show in public any weakness I mean. Just to hear from another person who gives a damn means the world to me, depression can be a lonely place to be
thanks

[Ann2497]

Why do you want to die?

[Ann2497]

Why weren't you admitted to the psych ward?

[WishfulSpirit]

Are you on medication? Seeing a therapist? Depression or other mental problems this bad means you need treatment NOW. If you feel like hurting yourself again, go to the ER and ask for a psych evaluation. When asked if you can keep yourself safe, tell them no and that you want to be admitted voluntarily. You'll get the care you need whether or not you can pay.

Don't be scared, the real psych ward isn't like what you see in the movies. I've done a 5 day stint and it was one of the best experiences of my life; I got the medication adjustment I needed, people understood me, and I learned a lot of great skills. If you need any further help, or just want to talk, drop me a private message and I'll give you my phone number.