Oh oh, that is hard, am very sorry for what you are going through. my suggestions to you is to decide to look at this situation in a more positive way. You can try to brainstorm the problem in order to see all potential solutions. If your dogs really matter to you, then dont give up, fight your way through , say to yourself it will be not over until you win. You have what it takes.
May God's favor be upon your life
That's a really hard situation to be in, I'm sorry to hear you have to go through that. In the short term, is there someone you can stay with until you can get back on your feet? A friend, or a relative? It's important that you find people who can support you through this time.
Spend time with your dogs, too. Dogs are amazing in that they have endless love for us, and they often have the power to perk us up a little. Devote yourself to them if that helps to give you something to focus on. Take them for walks, get some exercise, soak in the sun; all that helps battle feelings of depression.
Good luck, I really hope things improve for you. Hold in there, things may be all over the place now, but they'll level out sometime. You never know, tomorrow might be the best day of your life. You wouldn't want to miss out on that, would you? :)
Best wishes, take care of yourself.
Thank you... I been battling depression & addiction for a while. I am addicted to alcohol/drugs/chaos, plus anger. recently i tried to stop drugs, not alcohol. it lasted 2 days! i was loosing hope. no faith.. at all!! please no god talk. and.. that's why i wanted to die! i had to be at work, that was my excuse, & used again. i'm giving it another shot. the concern you all showed to stranger is the best!! it really helped. THANK YOU.. THANK YOU..