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[SadloneyGurl]

My mom doesn't even want to spend time with me and I ask her she say ''I don't want to enterain you so go do something else besides bug ME!'' I cried right in front of her and she didn't have guilt. Every one at my school Hates me and I didn't do anything, the call me a *****, lesbo, **** and you get the rest. I get my poster ripped down and my stuff spat on. I got puched in the face at school like really hard were I got my lip cut open and my mom seen it and she said don't fight back then what I'm I supposed to do let them hit me, even the pincipal know and didn't do anything and they called the cops on ME.  I already commited sucide and my mom didn't really say anything. all she does is go in her room with her NEW bf and just spends time with him. She loves my other siblings and not me, and I asked her y and she said I'm to much like her I guess. but that doesn't make it right to just ignore me completely. Abosuletly no friends they all laugh at me and I hae a cat though wigh love me and all animals love me. When I get older I'm goin to be a marine biologist cause I luv the ocean and the sealife. oh srry bout the long paragragh but just wanted to let it out cause I have no one to talk to. I cry everday and night, I even cry myself to sleep. BTW im 14.

[momof3gr8kids]

Hi sweety I'm not sure why people call you names but they are mean kids and don't know any better.  You mom may not know how to help you and she tends to shy away.  She will come around as all parents do love their children.  In the meantime  you have us here for support.  I have 3 kids of my own and love them all, of course they are all different and have different needs but they all get my attention.  One day you will look back at the mean kids in school and guess what you will do a lot better than they do.  You are a caring person and are very strong by reaching out to us on this post.  Hang in there, we care for your well being and safety.  I had a bit of a bad spell myself when my oldest son left for college, I was a mess, I'm getting better so I'm sure your mom does love you too.  Have a great day at school tomorrow and let us know how it goes for you.

[ku111]

I am so sorry you are going through this.  Even as parents we make mistakes and I think and hope your mom will look back and see hers.  In the meantime, I am only concerned with how to make things better for you.  You need to hold your head up high, look straight forward and look these bullies in the eye when they do and say the things they do.  No words needed.  Just look at them.  How silly they will look!  Eventually people start seeing the same.  Fight your battles-words mean nothing!  You are way stronger than to let meaningless words hurt from kids who have nothing better to do.  Do not put up with the physical.  Go straight to the principal everytime and have you talked to the counselors?  You need to get into groups after school.  You have the right to be there just like everyone else.  I don't know how the school works but see what is available.  Do you have a church close?  See if they have a youth group.  They do some pretty awsome things and fun activities.  They sometimes do things in the community to help others also.  Is there an animal shelter close to volunteer?  You need to branch outside the school if possible to build yourself and then I think school will work and fall into place.  You sound too smart and beautiful to give up!  What a smart girl to see all the things going on!  We are here!  I can't wait to see all the wonderful things you are going to do in life.  

[Poo44clooner]

Shame on your mother for putting you last. Her boyfriend should be the last priority and all of her children should be treated with the same amount of attention. Maybe you remind her too much of herself that she is unable to face you, but still all feelings aside, you are her child and you are hurting very deeply and should be given the attention and help you so desperately need. Does your school have a counselor? Try the suicide hotline. I know how hard high school is. I was very quiet, shy, didn't make eye contact, constantly picked on so I understand. But know this middle school and high school is not real life, maybe right now, but once you graduate life is very different. Take my word on this. It is like school is a separate, weird, bully-filled society. Hang in there and  try to reach out to other people outside of school who can relate to you.
I am here if need to vent, talk, or need some advice. Check these forums on this website, you might find more help.
Hope things get better,
Angela

[jeffmason]

I'm so sorry to hear that my dear SadloneyGurl ...
Don't be sad  about your mom she loves you Im sure ,I suggest you now to find anew friends and build your future with them
try hiking in the gardens and walk everyday 2 hours at least thats will change your mood
I think you are strong enough to beat any problem in the most difficult times
and now please dont think about a suicide .thats right? please...
If all your friends hate you .. Im here and I love you
SMILE .... AND BE HAPPY MY DEAR