Severe Depression,Anxiety&confusion

[depressionpro]

Hi everyone,Hope all doing fine?I have suffered from Depression and anxiety for almost 12 years,have been on and off with medication,for almost 6 years i have been on Imipramine and diazapam,i was handeling situation quite well and completed my graduation,withdrawal of medicine and on ocassional drinking alcohol give me some wreid feeling,i again started taking other medicine,i have different feel,with combination of propananol,imipramine and fluoxetine one day for almost i was so clear in mind not single feel of i was ill,it seems that i am very okey but when i got sleep and wake up very next day i was the same ill boy,now its been three years i have been on different antidpressant and anxiety medicine,i never feel i am okey,lots of wreid thinking can anyone suggest.

[depressionpro]

i am under their consultant currently taking effexor xr,very little help although but have tried many antidepressant.mind seems numb.

[Blue_Mango76]

Do you see a physicist? If you don't you should probably get one. They are the experts with meds. I understand the feelings you are having. I really do. Find medical help to get your med under control. You have to tell them everything and be proactive in you recovery. If you don't like something tell the doc and they will change it :). I have battled depression since I was 6 years old. So I understand completely. Find a good physicist. That's my advice.