im 13 years old, and i have been going through depression for a long time now, i have self harmed countless times, i did it yesterday also, i smoked because it calmed me down, but stopped because i am against smoking, so i stopped a few weeks ago, i have tried to suicide so many times, and have thought on how i could kill myself, i have told my parents that i need help, but all they say is that it is normal and that im just going through a phase, when i finally convinced them to seek me help, they said they would, but it has been 3 months now, and they have not meantioned it to me, not even once, i cant concentrate in class because my mind goes on to thinking evertything that is wrong with my body, i have tried to make my self puke, and have made myself faint in hoping i would not wake up, pls tell me what to do, because i am scared, i have no one else to talk to, and my mind is taking the best of me