man!? i know exactly how you feel....sometimes o feel the same wway, wen i do so i ususally go by my self for hours talking to my self,sometimes i laugh i really don't know why......i anoy my self...sometimes i really pray that i just go insane an get it over with...i fell usless i'm always confused....i sometime just sit and wonder how human flesh would taste...am i mad or just curious.....
your in depression "ifeeluseless"
You need to see your doctor and have this addressed. Talk to your parents, and go from there. We cannot diagnose you, and a complete physical exam is needed right now. This doesn't sound like it's depression or anxiety related, but only a professional would know this. Don't wait, see your doctor.