cheated on my husband when our child was 6 months. He found out. We got back together within the same month. later cheated on him several years down the line later. He found out by asking me questions and I could no longer keep it secret. I was horrible. It was more than more over a course of several years and I had the affairs in our house. He is now broken and no longer trusts me. We have tried for 2 years to work on us. but ss of right now, he asked for a break from me. He says he no longer feels anything for me and he needs time and space. He says he wants to feel something for me in his heart. He said he was so in love with me that I made it hurt down to his bones. If tried everything to prove I will never ever hurt him again. I've remained open about everything I'm doing. But nothing seems to work. I've been told to leave him alone. To trust in the Lord and allow him to work but I get so upset most of the time because I fear he will leave. And I've been told that I'm not giving it to the Lord if I think that way. He found another woman that has gone thru the same situation with her BF. He wasn't going to tell me about her had I never found out. He maintains that she is just a friend. She also said they were just friends. He says he no longer knows who he is and is lost. He hardly even does anything with the children anymore. I just want someone to talk to that has been thru this same situation. I need guidance.