Hi, I’m currently 16, and have been bulimic for 6 months now. My periods have been absent for a even longer time, which really concerns me. I know that the b/p cycle is really detrimental to your body, but I still keep going. I still have this nagging fear of becoming fat, and so I try to avoid eating too much. This leads to a huge binge, which always results in purging and feeling even more horrible about myself. Every solution tends to point towards gaining weight, and I understand the reasoning, except that fear of getting fat is becoming one of my largest priorities in life. I don’t want to really talk to a person close to me, because of how they would react. Right now I’m 5’4, and 105 lbs. The constant weighing and worrying about weight and food is taking a toll, and I know my body is suffering from these actions as well. How can I get better?