So I have depression and anxiety and all that, I did go to therapy but stopped and have been taking antidepressants but stopped recently, basically ive always had this thing bc of my childhood where ive never been good enough and now its like I look at other girls and I need to look better than them. Its the only thing I feel I have I can sort of win them over, my body... I have a good body so everyone says, and im naturally thin but have a little scoop of tummy under my bellybutton and it drives me insane, ive been on diets and starved myself and fasted, and I exercise loads because im so desperate to get the body I want and when I haven't like now, I feel suicidal and disgusting, I eat now.. a normal amount I think, but It just doesn't appeal to me, it makes me feel sick thinking about it. I don't find it wrong that I don't feel the need to eat, and wont eat until I collapse, I sometimes don't feel the hunger and other times just sleep it out or think about the body I want... idk whats wrong with me tbh