I just dont know

[Coryhohn17]

I've had shaking in my eyes that feel like earthquakes since I was a teenager. They're accompanied by extreme headaches and pain that shoots from my face down my shoulders and into my arms. I have hand twitches and facial twitches. I have also lost peripheral vision in my right eye even though ocular x-rays are normal they're hopeful that it could. The shaking happens in the morning and I see red and black dots and have to sit down, or fall down I never lose consciousness she wasn't dealing with and I can feel everything that's going on. The pain comes afterwards though Maleficent and as I get older it's getting worse. There are times I don't want to get up because I'm in so much pain and I don't know what happened during my sleep. This question is more like please help me because I've been so many doctors. I just want to live a normal life and understand