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[blessedmomof3]

EVES A** KICKING PARTY

AUNTDD you asked for it, you got it. It was time for a new post anyway.....LOL

This one is dedicated to you

[unlaced]

auntDD-i'll head on over to wish her congrats.  it's great hearing good news every now and then.  :)

hoping-lol...take more tests!!!  the worst thing that will happen is a neg, which is what you already expect...ha.  yes, i'm an impatient sort.  i'm already testing at what i think is 7DPO...just because the tests are one dollar, lol.  *sigh*  but you don't have to.  just keep me in suspense.  ;)

[blessedmomof3]

Hey Ladies,

Well I'm 13DPO and still going out of my mind. Yesterday my cramps were so bad, I knew I was going to wake up today and have started. But not a single drop....hee hee My cramps are much lighter today, and my bra no longer fits....hmmmmm Anyway, her is some TMI for you all.

Nipples are dark red and very sore
Getting milk again (Just had to check)
no CM
Oh, and I'm constipated

That's it. Other than that I have been extremly tired and yesterday I was mad at the world and didn't know why. I kept breaking down in tears and didn't know why. Today I'm still alittle tired and having light cramping, but other than that and my HUGE BBs, I feel fine.

I can't wait for Friday to test...

[AUNTDD]

You sound liike me, I have fertiltyfriend, mycycles, and this one "blush". I'm obsessed I know.  Thanks for looking though.  

Everyone should see "tring to conceive's" page.  She is prego and I am so happy for her.  She has been tring for a while now.  Even though her hubby had more of a hendrance.  She got her BFP.  There is still hope for yea!!!!!!

[unlaced]

you're gonna hate me, but looks like it could go either way.  :)  *sigh*  feeling the same anxiety about my O.  i'm either 6DPO, or still waiting for O.  fertilityfriend says yes, medhelp, no.  ahhh!

[AUNTDD]

Hey everyone.  Sorry I didn't forget about you.  Having trouble with my internet at home so had to wait till I came bk to work.  How is everyone?

Got a BFN on Monday.  Yesterday I had the weirdest cramp.  It was like my whole mid-section was cramping up.  Then after about 5 mins. It quit.  My temp went below my coverline sunday.  I'm hoping it might be a late implantation.  Would someone take a look at my chart and tell me what ya think.  I want to hear all of those BFP's now, I need some good news!!!!!!!

[blessedmomof3]

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I guess we did scare them all away.

Tygerlillie
I awnsered your question and I know how confusing this must be. I hvae been there and I turned out ot be PG, so hopefuly you will to. My Dr had told me to stop my progesterone and I had a gut feeling not to, but I did anyway. I wish I would had gone with my gut. I will always wonder if I had, would I still be PG.

Well, 12 DPO now and I for got to POAS today....LOL> 2 more days to go, and AF signs are off and on, so I don't know. Every now and then a little voice in me screams "you are PG!!!" but then it gets quiet and I don't hear it for a long time. No I'm not nuts, but maybe that's what drove everyone else away....LOL

[Tygerlillie]

How are you guys doing?  Me?  I posted a question in the forum so that will tell ya what is going on--- so darn confusing.  I feel in limbo.... I thought I had AF and then started taking my PABA but stopped because I had a gut feeling not to -- now am worried and who knows.

Let me know what you gals are up to and ho w u r doing.

[unlaced]

wow, am i echoing?   Hello.....hello....was it something we said?

[blessedmomof3]

Hey,
Where are all my girls????/  I want updates!!!!!

[blessedmomof3]

HOW IS EVERYONE??????

[unlaced]

fertility friend said that i O'd last wednesday, making me 4DPO.  do i trust it?  maybe.  i'll know tomorrow if my temp is still high.  i'd love to comment, but there are so many of you!!!  for now, i'll just say-happy bd'ing, easy treatments, and all of us better get BFP's.  :D

[unlaced]

i can relate with the grandma thing.  i LOVED my grandma.  almost more than my own mother.  anyway, i was 20 and she was 54.  i get a call from my mother saying that grandma was diagnosed with cancer and that i needed to see her asap.  the doc gave her 6 months.  so, i made arrangements to travel from texas to oklahoma (by greyhound, which i would NEVER recommend).  this was 4 months after i got the call-it took so long to get there because, well, lol, i was 20 and poor.  anyway, so, a week before i'm planning to leave, i get another call from mom.  grandma died-she had pneumonia and her body couldn't take that and the cancer both.  grandpa found her in the bathroom floor.  so, i had to find a way to get there a few days earlier to attend her funeral.  at the service i bawled.  more than anyone there...so much so that i had to leave to compose myself (and i am NOT usually an emotional person).  i didn't get a goodbye, either.  i thought i still had time.  the only thing that has pulled me through is the serenity prayer-
God grant me strength for the things i cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
And wisdom to know the difference.
I know that she's in a better place, and that it didn't take a goodbye for her to know how much I loved her.  I know she's watching me now (hopefully only when I'm doing good things, lol).  It's hard-but sometimes, i think about how much better Heaven is than Earth and how lucky she is.  :)  Remember, you are NEVER alone.  

[eternidad200]

don't give up yet, you still got time try to stay positive to see what happens next

[blessedmomof3]

Tanker Chic
I'm sorry, but you know what I had a period after my last IVF round and had a neg blood test. 2 weeks later my symptoms did not go away and I did a hpt and it was BFP. So do not give up yet, especialy w/ it being early. Is it heavy????

eternidad200
Thnx for the kind words about my Gma. You are right, she is always w/ me and always will be. SHe effects everything I do. I always have to stop and thing of what her reaction would be, would she laugh, or hug me, or tell me how wrong I was.



Well ,I tested again and BFN. I was realy hoping to prove the DR wrong this month, but maybe he is right. I'm not too upset though, I know it still have 4 more days before I'm officialy out of the running.

[eternidad200]

Ladies hang in there, good news are in our way, I just feel it.
Tanker chic sorry but hey you go ahead and get ready for next round.
Hoping4_2 my condolence about your grandma, she will be in your heart forever.

[Tanker Chic]

We'll I got my wish, AF showed up this morning 11dpIUI... Something MUST be off..  

Oh well..  now I can get ready for IUI #2!!!!

[AUNTDD]

Hey I think a couple of us are going to wait till Monday to poas again.  I know I'm way to early, but I just can't help it.  I NEED TO KNOW!!!!  lol. Wishing you lots of luck.  You got the right idea, not worring about it to much.  IT seems like thats when most women get there BFP's that way.  

[blessedmomof3]

AUNTDD
THNX, I know I will never get over the loss, I just thought I was finaly coping. But your comment about her kicking eves A** did crack me up. She was Irsih German and had one heck of a temper, so I'm sure she did kick it pertty hard for me. =)

Tanker Chick,
I think we all have POAS by now and got BFNs, but don't give up. I am feeling AF coming on as well, but still trying ot hang on to any hope I may have left. I will POAS again tomorrow and again and again until AF shows...LOL.... I guess I have my grandmother's stuborness in me.

[Tanker Chic]

Anybody POAS yet??

I did yesterday and today.. today is 10dpIUI.. both BFN..  I know it is still early but I'm pretty sure this cycle is gonna be a bust.. I know my body pretty well and it isn't feeling prego...

This is my first cycle back on the ttc train again, so I'm not gonna get too emotional about it.. Just want AF to hurry her butt up, so I can try again next cycle..  Hopefully the follie will pop up on my good side this next cycle.  

[AUNTDD]

Honey you never really stop grieving for someone you love.  It could be hormones too,  That might be why your so emotional, but I have learned that when I do get emotional like that, to just let it out.  It helps to cry about it sometimes.  It is our body's way to relieve stress.  Try and remember happy times with her.  She is forever in your heart. And hey think of it this way, She really got to be the first one to kick eves a**. Hope you feel better!!!!!

[blessedmomof3]

OK, so I don't know if this is being over emotional or not but here is the story.

My Grandmother was my best freind and sometimes it felt as though she was the only one in my corner. About 1 1/2 years ago I went ot visit her in Texas (she had just moved there to be closer to her daughter, till then she was here w/ me so it was hard enough her moving away) She seemed real happy and healthy and I left feeling better that I had since she had left. 2 weeks later my cousin called and told me she had passed. It was sudden and she was alone. My heart broke in a million pieces when I heard it. First I blamed my Aunt and everyone there, then I blamed my grandmother, then God, then myself. Anyway, it took a long time to get over and I realy have not grieved in about 3 months for her. Today hubby and I were out and about and stopped at this little store that had yard ornaments. There was a stone that had a saying on it about NO FAREWELL. I bawled so hard hubby felt compelled to buy me the stone for my graden. I have been weepy ever since. Hormones or was I not as over it as I thought? I'm crying now just wrighting this. That stone put my feelings right out there for me.

[AUNTDD]

Where are you in the 2ww now?

[mommyin10]

Count me in !  There's a swift kick in the butt ! :-)

[blessedmomof3]

I'm next.

I kicked her butt now.....hee hee, that feels so good.

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