Thank you...
I neglected to say that I have Barett esophagus... That endoscopy was performed over two years ago. I know I should have had a follow up, but due to moving, relationship problems, and little money I did not have it done.
I have scheduled an endoscopy/colonoscopy for May 8th. I am really afraid I will be told I have cancer that has spread... I've been crying a lot. I know I should not give my own diagnosis, but have a large family history of cancer and with my symptoms it seems quite certain.
I don't want to discuss this with my husband.. He has ADD and narcissistic personality disorder, we live as roommates who rarely speak to one another. I have wanted a divorce for a few years, but I have nowhere to go and little money. I have no friends here and family lives far away. I feel isolated and alone. The worst part of all this would be having to tell my sons, they just lost their father to cancer a little over a year ago. Cancer seems to have taken everyone dear to them.
My primary care physician did not do a culture but did check for blood, and that test was negative.