Hi. I am a female so symptoms are obviously different, but I healed the tear in my anal wall with prescription Anusol with hydrocortisone. Ask your Doc for a script. Also, get rid of the Neurontin, it's a seizure med that Drs prescribe for pain because they claim it helped people with seizures by lessening pain as well but Duh. You don't need it if you don't have seizures, ask for a muscle relaxer. Take a stool softener with Vicodin. Give it 5 days with these meds and always go poo when your body wants. Don't hold off and don't strain. Try to relax because you are probably not fully relaxed to poo if your dreading the pain. Good luck!
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