Why I shouldn't commit suicide.

[Icantcope]

I'm 14 years old last year my mother died of stomach cancer and my world turned upside down about a month after that we moved away from my friends and neighbors and all the people that understand what has happened. I can't think of any real reason to live any more everything is just boring , nothing is interesting or fun anymore everything I do reminds me of her and I breakdown inside. Everyone else seems to be fine with it like I'm the only one who actually loved her and I just can't tame it anymore. I'm thinking of committing suicide. But what if I don't succeed and I have to live with that or what if I only Maim myself and have to live with that. So done pls help!!

[Elszelsz]

I know how hard it is to lose your Mom. However, I am sure she is watching over you and you want to make her proud of you, not worried.  Get close to God and He will take good care of you and He will show you all the blessings He has for you. Locate a Christian church close to your house and soon you will have friends your age doing nice things and taking care of each other.
Always remember that life is worth living and that God has a wonderful plan for your life.  Your life is very important  and I am sure that your experience will help many kids in the future.
Live a decent, happy life and you will find what is your purpose in this life.  Be at peace and always remember your Mon is close to you.
If you need someone to talk to, I will be happy to hear from you.
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[Dee1956]

Oh sweetie! I am so very very sorry. I can't begin to think how you are feeling about the loss of your Mom.
I do know how it feels to move away from everyone you ever knew.
I had that happen 3 times in my Senior year in High School.
At the time I thought I would have those friends forever. I didn't.
I was so along and sad, starting a new high school in my senior year was awful.  I started working part time and that helped quite a bit, to take my mind off of losing all my friends and make a little extra money.
I am sure everyone around you misses your Mom too but they are trying to be strong for you.
Is there someone you could talk to?  Can you call one of your old friends?  Sometimes just talking really helps a lot.
Is there someone close to you where you are that you could talk to?
I wish I had an answer.  I wish I could give you a hug.  All I can say is that I am very sorry for your loss.
You are very strong to come here looking for help.  Maybe you could even help others who are going through the same thing you are.
There are many many other people here looking for some kind of support or understanding.
I know you don't want to hurt yourself, you just want someone to listen, to validate your feelings, to help you through this awful time.
If I can help in any way, please write to me or respond here.  Please feel safe enough to vent away :)
Dee

[Lizzytish1313]

Suicide, as they say, is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I know you're in pain, but it will pass ... guaranteed, and you will live a full and rich life the way your mom would have wanted you to. I send you my whole heart full of hugs (I'll save just a few if that's okay) and my profound hope that you'll be fine and find a way to live with this radically changed life you're living now. I hope you find some interests and distractions to help you move on. I'm concerned that it was necessary to move away from other familiar things at this point in your grieving, that must feel horrible to you. So sorry.

[Mammysgirl32]

Hi there darling. I'm so very, very sorry to hear of your loss. Your at such a young age to experience the awful pain and grief of loosing your mother. My heart and love go out to you. I'm not going to patronise you cos that is the very last thing u need. But sweetheart suicide is not the answer. You really need to speak to someone about the way you are feelin. Go and see your dr, or maybe a specialist councillor who deals with your kind of grief. There is lots of help out there, you just need to find a little bit of courage. Think about what your mother would say, I'm certain she would be crushed if she knew you where feeling the way you do. She would want you to live your life to the full and be happy. I know you think you'll never feel happy again, but darlin u will, in time, I promise. Everybody will be missing your mother but they will be trying to stay strong for you. I'm the same with my kids. I lost my mother last month and although I'm always crying inside I stay strong on the outside for them, or I try to anyway. Please consider speaking to somebody. Sending u big hugs xxx