So for the last 3 months I haven’t had sex with anyone. I am bisexual but I mostly mess with men and never both at the same time. But back in February I met this guy and we had unprotected sex in which we did anal. I went to the doctor after two months of feeling off . When I went I went to a family center that’s through a college . I wasn’t able to get my old doctor so they assigned me a woman doctor(which I had no problem with) it’s just sharing the reason why I was there and the fact that I was bisexual seemed to make her uncomfortable which made me uncomfortable. She walked out after me informing her I was bisexual and came back in and she suggested that I recieve both hep vaccines even before testing me . So they took my blood and urine. A week later I came back and with no hesitation she quickly informed me that I needed to get on the drugs b/c I have HIV. And I was just in a complete state of shock. She informed me that I’ve had no others stds or sti just that I was HIV positive. Within the last 3 months I have felt a little off my lyphmnodes are swollen to the point I can move them, and I have had pain in my stomach and at the tip of my penis.
PS: I know this is a lot but I honestly don’t believe in there medical system. I’ve always been a very active young man but genetically I’ve had previous episodes of sezures, I pass out if I get dehydrated, when I was 11 I fell off my bike onto the concrete and although I had an X-ray and they stated I didn’t have any fractures but ever since I had horrible sinus issues and on there left side of my nostril it seems lower, and my moms anemic as well. Side-note: I know this is very long but I just want whoever reads to understand all of my situation. And she stated that my overload was 15,000 or 1500 and my CD4 was 619.Because deep down inside I’m scared ******** but I’m trying to remain calm and I’m sorry about the long thread but I’ve been needed to vent.I’m 22 I’ll be 23 in less than a month I just want to know what’s the best thing to do.