*** from shemale used as lubricant on a dildo before I understand what happened

[George30yearsold]

I met a beautiful shemale escort 4 hours ago.
After I sucked her for a minute without condom then I put condom.
Alongside she tried to open me with one finger(with condom) then two fingers and finally with a big dildo and I hurt that time.
I cannot say if she put a condom on the didlo after she took it from the bookcase.
Anyways, after some minutes she penetrated me doggy , with condom with lubricant. But her erection was not so good. After two minutes she stopped and I saw a condom in her hands. I cannot say for sure if it broke , or if it had been stayed inside me. But I don't think so. I asked her if broke she showed me and seemed to be ok but I didn't check with water.
After some 2-3 minutes she masturbated and *** in me belly.
But I had not finished yet , so before I realise she took with her cummed hand the dildo and put inside my first 3-5 CMS the head of it.
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After an hour in my home having a shower I pressed my belly and some drops (a fluid of a  big spoon for quantity) of clear fluid left my anus. I touched it and smelled like a ***.

But I don't know , was it that she *** inside me, broke or stealth, I don't know?
Was the *** from when she touched the dildo?
Anyways, am I for PEP or not?
How to tell for sure if liquid was *** or not?

[mike_no]

I tried reading through your description, it was difficult for me to understand. Let's cut to the chase here, did you have unprotected anal sex?

[George30yearsold]

Thanks for your interest. I am so terribly confused. Please help me.
As for your question.. no.
I had protected receptive anal.
But condoms were hers.
After she pulled out I didnt manage to see the condom on her penis before she removed it because she had me doggy style and when I turned to see she had just already removed it.
Then, within 5minutes, because she lost erection..she masturbated and came in my bell. She could not penetrate me after all again so with her *** in her hands she got the big dildo and inserted the tip of it to me until I removed it and stopped it.
After all, after one hour, and being lazy because of condom usage, in my home I tried to check if I bleeded from anus when some 1-2 cc of clear watery fluid fell to the floor from my anus. It was not brownish from feces. Just touched it and smelled it... It was smelling like semen.

At this time my paranoia knocked my door.
I thought, condom might broke, or leaked from her not 190% erection or she had pinned the condom and *** GOT INTO MY BUTT.

That's the occasion.
I called her , I asked her...she told me if broke she would tell me .. that she didn't *** because it is charged extra. But she came in my belly (if it was *** at all)... Who ******* knows?

[AnxiousNoMore]

A condom was used on the penis when you had anal sex. I already explained that means you had zero risk.
There is no purpose in you discussing your imagination. This is not a smell forum so that is also a waste of time discussing.
Either 1. accept that there was no risk or
2. take a duo test after 4 weeks for a conclusive result or
3. see a therapist to deal with your paranoia knocking on your door.

[George30yearsold]

Thank you. God bless you. I promise, I swear is my last question.
Is it possible from your point of view that she might had stealthed me so she came inside me? I mean does this happen often?
Thanks

[AnxiousNoMore]

Take option 2. You will test negative. If you feel happy then you are cured. If you are still worrying after your test comes negative, then do option 3.
There is nothing else for me to say to you.

[George30yearsold]

AnxiousNoMore so thankful for your response.
I appreciate it but I am thinking all the time about that fluid that left my anus when I pressed in the shower. Sperm smell. I have to mention that before encounter I had done clysma. So Is it natural to have some smell of that?

Ok ok! I will be better if answer this because I'm thinking of her stealthing means then showing me other condom.
Is it possible when you ***  to finish again within 3-4 minutes? So to refuse scenario that he came inside me
Thanks

[AnxiousNoMore]

Your story is hard to follow so I will summarize. A condom was used on the penis when you had anal sex.
You don't have to do a water test, because if it failed it would be a large rip down the seam and hang in taaters, so that didn't happen.
This answers all of your HIV questions, and if you can think of any more just reread about the 3. You had zero risk therefore  testing is irrelevant to your situation because you had zero risk. HIV is a fragile virus, which is instantly inactivated in air and also in saliva which means it is effectively dead so it can't infect from touching, external rubbing or oral activities. It doesn't matter if you and they were actively bleeding or had cuts at the time either because the HIV is effectively dead.  
Only 3 adult risks are the following:
1. unprotected penetrating vaginal with a penis
2. unprotected penetrating anal sex with a penis
3. sharing needles that you inject with.
The only way to get HIV is if you did one of the 3. The situation you describe is a long way from any of these 3.
Even with blood, lactation, cuts, rashes, burns, etc the air or the saliva does not allow inactivated virus to infect from touching, external rubbing or oral activities. Doctors have calculated the risk from what you describe to be less than that of being hit by a meteor, therefore no one will get HIV from what you did in the next 40 years of your life either. The above HIV science is 40 years old and very well established, so no detail that you can add to your encounter will change it from zero risk.
If you didn't have one of the 3 then you are just worrying about your own hiv theory - which is unrealistic for you to think that can become reality - so you should move on back to your happy life instead.

[George30yearsold]

So how the heck fluid smelling like semen was spit out my anus after an hour?
But it had exactly semen's odor however was not like mucosa or belly, it was watery and smelled like semen.
Please anxiety is killing me.

[George30yearsold]

I don't know how can I tell if that smell is natural of the mucosa having been penetrated with dildos , penis , lubricants etc ... Or the smell of *** remained intact after 1,5 hour.
I tried now the same , in my home with dildos ... But smell of same quantity of fluid is a bit bad( but looks like ***'s) you know. But don't know if
its from *** or not.
Anyways , I remember she cummed after 3-5 minutes after the case IN WHICH I AM THINKING SHE MIGHT HAD ***.
SO HOW POSSIBLE IT IS THAT SHE CAME INSIDE ME(BROKEN OR STEALTH CONDOM) AND THEN SHE ***'S AGAIN IN 3MINUTES;???
Also, what if she touched with *** the head of the dildo she put into me???