I have depression due to HIVphobia before. I would like to get some reassurance.
One day I got penetrated by a man with condom in my ass for like 10 seconds. I was too pain so stopped. then another man rub his dick on my anus outside with pre cum. Then he jerked and came to my butthole. There was no penetration. What made my worried is I am not sure whether there is tiny wound on my anus skin. I cannot find any open wound, bleeding or any pain in that area. I wonder if the hiv can infect in that way given that hiv will die quickly when exposed to air. Or in that a few seconds it can already infect me before it dies?
Thank you for your advice in advance.