Hello
I had an incident three days ago - I engaged in anal sex with a CSW where I was the insertive partner.
I had a few drinks also that night and that is also making me question my judgment.
I did put on a condom and the encounter lasted about two minutes. However, I didn't check for any damage to the condom after done. I just rolled out and discarded it. What is the possibility there was some breakage, and I didn't see it? I only could see the condom was still on me and my white cum in the condom slightly below the tip of my penis. Is it possible there could be a tear on the tip and I didn't see it leaving the uthera exposed?
- Lube was not applied on the condom and, am worried if that played in possible condom breakage?
Additionally upon withdrawal I see the condom still on my penis, and I see my cum deposited in the condom. S/he was on top of me, and we were in a car in a dark alley and visibility was not good.
If the condom did indeed break, it would be obvious to see even in the environment I described? Is that correct?
Given this information, did i put myself at risk for hiv exposure? do you think I should test?
I have guilt and regret over this incident and am hopping am just punishing myself with worry.
Thank you.
When a condom breaks sufficiently to allow for HIV transmission, it breaks wide open, exposing the head of your penis. You would NOT have missed this. Zero risk. No need to test.