I gave a BJs to a exchange colleague student in the night of AUG 9. Before we started, he confirmed that he got no disease at all. THE THING IS THAT HE EJACULATED IN MY MOUTH. I spit it out in a minute. Afterwards, I am getting more and more anxious about getting HIV. I have no sores in the mouth at that time. But afterwards, my tongue and tonsilla feel a little pain.
I have read the related posts online, especially in Medhelp. I have also called CDC for help. Additionally, I talked to 2 friends about it.
While the information from Medhelp is relieving, CDC, as well as my friend, have caused my huge panic. CDC said my behavior is dangerous and risky. My friends find it intolerable. And other information online said that, although low, there is still risks and cases.
Would you gave me some advise? What should I do? I am having panic attack from time to time. It is ruining my daily life. Crying for help and advice. Many thanks.