I had an exposure of French kissing a girl for roughly 5 sec or less than 10 sec , but i have been losing weight and experiencing muscle spasms and fatigue (memory problems) and forgetfulness & diarrhea before. 1 - 3 weeks after exposure started having digestive problems, loss of weight continued, lethargy, frequent urination, night sweats & day sweating ,getting tired easily and swollen glands, sore throat and mild not swollen lymph nodes at groin and armpit and neck continued with symptoms for straight 3 months with depression, went to a GP did CBC at first wasn't sure it is HIV as kissing pose a low to zero risk . CBC showed slighlty low hemoglobin of 13.5g/DL,and slightly low hematocrit of 42.8& and slightly low MCH of 25,8 pg the rest counts were normal. High reactive protein, imunoglubins Ige and was diagnosed with hypochromic anaemia with acanthocytes and elliptocytes present. Was on meds such as , amoxy,multivitamin, iron sulphate, prednsone, atenolol, and sleeping pills prescribed by the doctors I saw like three of them but symptoms got worse or maybe results of medications side effects. I tested neg at 3,4,6,9,11,12, 13 weeks after exposure rapid test and non reactive 4th gen elisa at 12 weeks and non-reactive 4th gen elisa at 18 weeks. Past exposure. But I've witnessed people near me getting fun like illness and coughing but I never had a dry cough could i be spreading the HI virus in an unknown way? This is ruining my life completely can I be sure I'm HIV neg ? but i'm sure I contracted a virus maybe an sti, ebv/mono or other contiguous virus if not the worst.
Answer please !! Still experience tiredness,fever, stomach ache , fatigue and I am currently depressed and suicidal .