If a condom fails it rips down the seam and hangs in tatters. Obviously it didn't happen while you were inserting or it would have been ripped when you pulled out. This is not the first time that you have had a problem determining what happened, so consider therapy to help you deal with your fears.. https://www.medhelp.org/posts/HIV-Prevention/Unsure-about-HIV-Risk/show/3062691
If the condom broke in the anus, and then I pull it out, the condom was still on my penis, will I notice it? Because I didn't see the condom when I pulled it out. I am sorry for my overthinking, but I really want your professional answer!