HIV RISK?? PLEASE I NEED GUIDANCE

[jorgelopez1]

Hi, i am new in this forum. I have been a fool and made two mistakes this month, and i want to know at how much risk i am. First, I went with a prostitute and had safe oral and vaginal sex with her, but i did kiss her a lot. After that, i thouched her outer lips with two fingers, and they got some vaginal fluids and i masturbated a little. After she left, i picked up the condom and took it to the sink to see if it was broken, but some water ricocheted from the condom into my eye.

Then, on may 20 i went to an erotic massage parlour, and after the masseuse(she was nude) massaged me with a lot of oil, she masturbated me and got on top of me and i think my penis and my testicles touched her vagina (i am circumcised if this affects in any way) and so there was some rubbing of our genitals( i really dont think there was dipping but i am going crazy and i am doubting about everything). After i came she cleaned my penis with a wet towel.

I will take an elisa test on august 20. I am from mexico city and i am 19 years old. I dont know if i should tell my father because that would probably change his view of me. Please i want to know at how much risk i am of getting HIV. I have been a fool and i will definitely not do it again. i feel like i am sentenced to death. i dont know how i will wait three months. i also want t know if an hiv test after three months gives a 100% percent accurate result. i am desperate.

[jorgelopez1]

OK Lizzie, thank you too for answering, and i will not insist further, it's just that the stress is killing me; i think i will look a psychoanalyst or somehting until i get my test donde.

[LIZZIE LOU]

FEAR IS NOT FACT ! !

hiv transmission takes place INSIDE the body - when a penis is INSIDE a vagina / anus.

kindly move along...you had NO risk.

[jorgelopez1]

Please please, i am very scared.

[jorgelopez1]

Hi I've read in some places that if when my penis touched her vagina some vaginal fluid entered into my urethra i am at high risk of being infected, and i feel terrible about myself. I mean i am very lucky, i have good parents, and i have a good life and i may have thrown all that away for some stupid impulse. i am not living up to my parent's expectatios and i am not using what they taught me. Someone else deserves my life. I am very stressed i dont know how i will wait until august to get my test done. i have cried i have hitted myself, i just vomited and now i have a mild headache. i cant handle all this stress and it is all my fault, i didnt think enough about my actions. IT'S ALL MY FAULT. Please if someone reads this and has been through a similar situation i would appreciate if you could share your experience.

[NickOne7]

Dont worry you had NO RISK, Move on as this never happened.

[jorgelopez1]

OK, sorry, it's just that i am really worried, and thanks a lot for answering.

[NickOne7]

I read your first post and it was detailed. Still NO RISK

[jorgelopez1]

Hey man, thank you for your answer, and i will definitely stay away from this places. I was never at risk even if when there was genital rubbing there was no condom and we both were nude?

[NickOne7]

You were NEVER at risk and do not need testing. If you have issues and worries like this stay away from these places.

Hope this helps