hey there me again please read

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teak and lizzie please read this with an open mind, i am just asking you to understand how some of us anxiety type people are, and i know you are all sick of repeating yourself, and you guys are right about oral sex from what ive heard but it doesnt make the anxiety disappear, you guys are all i have, i have no one else to discuss this with, other then the mental health professionals that i have seeked out, but they can try and help me with a lil positive self talk but you all have the knowledge and thats why i came here, so please understand that after a couple weeks that i need just that lil push of reassurance, so again please read this with an open mind, and reassure me that my risk was a no risk, and yes i may have heard it alot from all of u, but i came on after a couple weeks of trying not to worry about it, then this anxiety realed its ugly head again and i came back to you guys, so please understand that i am not trying to pester or get anyone worked up, just trying to understand it all, so again thanks in advance for reading this, and im sorry for posting so much.

sincerely
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There haven't been any case reports or studies documenting HIV infection among female receptive partners during unprotected oral sex. Even more importantly, there hasn't been a single documented case of HIV transmission to an insertive partner (the person being "sucked") during unprotected oral sex, either among MSM or heterosexuals.

Is insertive oral sex a possible route of HIV transmission? Yes. But is it a documented risk? Absolutely not.

i got that from aidsmeds.com

can u clarify for me, its a site one of you guys suggested to go to, yet it made me feel better but did not fulfill everything i am feeling, so please dont report me, i dont have anyone else who has any knowledge on this so please just bare with me well i work thru this, please.

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p.s you remember my concern right, receiving oral from a guy i knew who said he was negative, i just want to go on living normal and not worry about this anymore, its sickening how much this has consumed my life, so please again teak lizzie and to all the moderators please understand, and i no im not the only one who worries about this, but i am asking for a lil push to get me over this hurdle.

sincerely
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