So today I went to get tested for STD's including HIV test. I didn't have any particular reason I just wanted to be on a safe side since I am sexually active. However, I am suspicious I've made worst possible move in my life. Nurse that was taking my blood sample was nice but she looked very tired, she missed my vain couple of times and my blood was hardly coming out of my arm. She was confused herself but at the end she found my vain and took needed amount of blood. Ever since then, I can't stop thinking that the reason my blood was hardly coming out is that she forgot to replace needles from previous patient and she injected me with a dirty needle. I also don't remember seeing her taking new needle out of package or I was just too busy chatting with her because at the moment this didn't even came to my mind. I don't know am I being irrational right now but this whole situation causes me such an insane amount of anxiety that I am shaking while typing this. I decided to give her a call tomorrow to check this with her in details but I can't help myself at the moment. Please please please tell me this doesn't happens often to go get a test for HIV and get infected with HIV there. And the last thing, this is one of the best STD clinics in my city with very good reputation so you guys don't think I got tested at some dangerous illegal place.