I am on a trip to a video project in Berlin, and I am staying at one of those residence for independent artists place. It is a small flat with the organizer and a bedroom for me.
He showed me my bed and we were out for about two or three hours. He probably made the bed for me and prepared the room around 2pm or something. Then I came to the bedroom again at 7pm. Then, in the blanket, which seems to be handmade, there was a sewing pin. I pricked my hand on this pin, resulting in a tiny bloody spot.
Now I cannot do the project because I am far from home and so scared, I cannot attend the meetings I had and cannot even get out of the bathroom, I am about to give up this project that was actually my dream...
I know I am obsessive but an assessment would be so important.
Thanks for all the patience and care,