How to forget the feeling of guilt?

[ankoo]

My name is Ankoo and I am 23 years male.Firstly a big salute to all! I know how it feels like to get such disease and still keep mental and physical balance.Well I want to make a confession, I got excited and without thinking about my parents, relatives and my friends had an intercourse with a prostitute in April 2009 , a protected one , after I came in her, I still kept pushing maybe this led to the removal of the protection. After 2-3 weeks I developed cold which lasted for about a month and then disappeared,then came the weakness in my legs which is still there.Now I feel as if my life is recked and nothing remains but death, slowly and slowly. This is the biggest shock in my life because I never ever insulted or misbehaved with anybody.I am not able to get rid of the guilt feeling which is in me somewhere... plz help

[nursegirl6572]

If the condom was hanging out of your partner's vagina, then you lost it on withdrawal and are not at risk.  If the condom was INSIDE her, or completely out...meaning lying on the bed, etc...then you'll need to test, just to be safe.

[ankoo]

Thanks for reply, I am saying that it must have got removed after I came in her because my penis got contracted and the protection slipped and still I pushed in her not knowing that protection was removed. This I came to know later and was shocked to see it removed... I am worried alot

[yarrak]

if the protection had failed you would have known it, i guess...

[ankoo]

Also I had fever along with cold which was gone away with it.